update:

i've asked my boss and he accepted!! so probably from september i'll have monday mornings off



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lately i felt a little weird, somehow unsatisfied and didn't realise the reason of it... till today morning, when i was talking to a friend from work. i realised, the reason for my strange mood is the lack of time i have, to do my art. i'm working 5 days a week, have a child at home, try to keep things together at home... and when i do my art? the weekends pass so fast. after doing the necessary, mostly i got no time for my stuff anymore

once more i realised how important it is to me, to live my creativity. if i have something in my mind i want to realise, an idea for a peace of art and i see that for the next two weeks i've got no time for it, i feel really bad and nervous. it's like i need my creativity to live, like air to breathe... a necessitiy.

for the moment i've decided to take off next monday (the weekend it's my sisters wedding, so less time for art again) and i'll try to talk to my chief to reduce the vollume of my job from 100% to 90% (working less than 90% isn't possible, cause of financial stuff). that way i could take each monday morning off. this means i would have sunday evening/night for me (i love to work in the night).

after seeing this possibility, i feel already much better

love

babette

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